Hi. I’m Kelsey Jean Marie O’Toole
born March 3 1989 at 2:11 am in Canada’s capital.
look me up. i have nothing to hide.
& that’s one of the things that makes me fokin INTENSE
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my only planet above the horizon is pluto in scorpio 11th house.
here to be seen & experienced as a death portal to the new earth.
i am VERY ALIVE in the subconscious realm
a psychopomp of necessarily sensational navigation.
i am a soul / shadow seer.
i’m a mayan blue galactic storm drawn to density
transmuting tons of energy : (r)evolution.
so the sun – christ consciousness – can shine
i’ll facilitate your totally sustainable make-over
remembering who you really are.
a tribal emotional guide
pisces 3rd house sun conjunct venus / northnode
capricorn moon 1st house conjunct saturn uranus neptune
sagittarius rising conjunct vesta with libra midheaven
HONEST ACTUAL JUSTICE IS OURS
mature emotional intelligence
im a deeply tender momma grimey punk rock romantic
& a radically compassionate cut throat benevolent here to hold
the boundaries of relational consciousness
to enable next-level living for the collective.
i imagine if you’re here reading this… you’re on or around the leading edge.
if you’re looking for quantum companionship with rapid shadow integration & inner alignment with unwounded inner child vibrating at the frequency of PROSPERITY…
you’re in an accurate place.
WELCOME TO MY FIELD OF PRECISION POWER & PLAY.
i am a torchbearer
a mirror
trickster
oracle
hypegirl
troubadour
pillar
BE HERE & STIR HEAVEN & EARTH WITH ME.
The two best things I would tell anyone to try for free right now, regardless of your complaint, concern, or curiosity:
- Seven minutes of Magic (for health) , basic qi gong set by Lee Holden
i memorized this and did it everyday, everywhere & anywhere for years
you won’t be sorry for trying it that’s for sure - 11 Minutes DCFO breeding permission for freedom in your personal system
I put together this simple set of movements and challenged 365 people to do it for 30 days in 2020. I only received outpourings of gratitude “it changed my life” “saved me” “never felt more myself” “where has this been my whole life”
APOCALYPTA
fixated on the technology of our aliveness as pathways of moving energy.
our body technology is amazing.
our infinitely resourced reality as a soul is mind melting.
and if everything in the mind is allowed to melt…
all that’s left is centre.
we want/need to be
PSYCHE CENTRED
HEART CENTRED
SOUL CENTRED
IN THE NOW.
that is a place you can stand. forever.
through every direction of time & space. it will be with you.
UNFLINCHING IN THE FACE OF ANYTHING.
for me the formula of understanding the quantum mechanics of the now
& feeling the ease relief grace & miracles of the now
(& to get there whether you understand it or not)
is
DCFO.
discharge
circulation
flexibility
openness
DCFO is a formula for being an authentic thriving neurodivergent
i devoted the past decade to playing with personal transformation methods particularly focused on the alteration of subtle subconscious patterning (addictions big and small) and the transmutation of core beliefs (way deep down in there underneath everything controlling your expression, your attachment, & your access to experiencing relatedness).
ACCEPTANCE & ACCURACY are my core values.
Neurodivergence, deeply effective family mediation, secure (re)parenting, and ravenous radiant soul expression are my passions. With certificates in language studies, various forms of energy (healing) and esoteric (magic) approaches to personal and community wellbeing.
I am an expert in my field of
EMOTIONAL/PSYCHOLOGICAL/MATERIAL/MORAL
COHERENCE / SYNERGY / COOPERATION / THRIVING.
my gift & my vice is rapid shadow integration that harnesses pleasure to reveal and relieve unconscious aspects of the psyche to steady a person in their capacity for true fulfillment. I am fuckin relentless.
I am here to be provocatively conscious and to believe in you and in us.
I LOVE YOU.
absolutely.
ANTIDOTE AESTHETIC is a kundalini reiki lifestyle expression of public artisty & private mentorship. birthed through kelsey jean marie otoole.
master Quelsay (small m) (still human)
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ANTIDOTE AESTHETIC 